Is All About Me

2010-08-20T10:38:00.001-07:00

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分手了

2010-04-18T07:08:00.000-07:00

虽然分手也已经半年多了...

分手了！我不能在做错事的时候,给你骂了。不能在你走不动的时候背你。不能陪你一起在雨中奔跑了。不能在夜晚起来偷偷的看着你熟睡的脸并亲吻你的嘴角了。也不能在早上给你morning call了。

分手了！再也没有人陪我吃臭豆腐了。没有人在吃东西的时候喂我了。没有人在我架车的时候叫我走快点了。没有人无端端的敲敲我的肩膀了。没有人陪我一起张开大口笑了。肚子饿的时候又不想出去吃时，不能在一起煮快熟面了。吃饭时不能在为夹菜了。以前的日子都不会再发生了！

分手了！再也不能一起坐车去各自的家了，再也不能陪你买东西，再也不能手牵手的逛街了，过去了的都过去了！

没有了我，你会找到一个对你很好很好的人，他会给你幸福的，来弥补我从前对你的不好，你太天真了，太善良了，容易相信一个人，以后要成熟点，这个世界坏人多，坏男人更多，对感情慎重点，做事耐心点，你是个很聪明的女孩子我相信你以后肯定不一般！

我没有了你，我不知道我自己会是怎么样？但是我答应过你，我会好好的过的，我会让你看到我幸福快乐的，不会继续颓废的。不会随便丢垃圾，不会随便吐痰。做事要积极一点。不会就要问。

我们就这样的分手了，不应该让对方再有半点难过，我们的感情这辈子就这样的走散了，希望我们下辈子能重新来过，我会好好的，不再对你发脾气，让你从开始到最后都会觉得我是你最想托付终身的男人，不管是我曾经对你的坏，或者对你的好，不管曾经我们一起的幸福，还是痛苦，我都会记得的，因为必定那是一段记忆，属于我自己的美好的记忆！

我们分手了，就不要再想起对方了，因为想又做不到是个很痛苦的事，我们大家不应该再痛苦了，我们要快乐，要幸福！

念念不忘
是因为决定在放手的时候
心中还存有爱

就算时间的流逝
回忆已经成为过去
心中的爱却定格在那天
没有挥去

言语骗得了人
却骗不了自己的心

所以我还会想起你...

2010年4月18号，10.45pm

2010-04-16T12:56:00.000-07:00

Is going to 4am. Just got back home from outside.

This was fucking lonely when you were driving alone in the midnight...

Hmm...This few days i am addicted in lami=.=...This is not good at all...But this is the way i spend my time at night...hahax...

Well, i am looking for a job now. Have to work hard after enter this society. This is not easy i know. Hmm...

Okay, dont know what to write already. Movie first.

Good night n bye bye!!!

2010-04-06T05:13:00.000-07:00

Sad...all photo gone...

Why???

2010-03-21T11:12:00.000-07:00

爱情就像舞会, 教会你最初步的... 未必能陪你走到散场...

爱情就像音乐, 遇到好好听的... 就会陶醉其中... 单曲重播, 一秒都不想停下来

而如今只能随机播放, 等待下一首能让我心动的旋律...

等待... 记得我曾对她说, 等你是件幸福的事...

可是有时候, 无结局的等待让人心碎...

这世界上最累的是, 莫过于眼睁睁看着自己的心碎了...还得自己动手把它粘回原型...

我不等了, 因为我学会了放手... 放手...

你很伤心的对我说, 我不爱你了...

可是你不知道, 让你飞翔是我爱你的方式...

我的眼泪落在你看不到的角落...

于是... 我们的距离... 就像一起看日落的影子拉长了...

曾经尝试逃出你设下的阴影

走了很久, 才发现... 原来我还走不出这黑暗的迷宫

偶尔触碰到伤口, 偶尔也会小声哭泣...

我选择逃避, 用尽美丽的童话来掩盖丑恶的谎言

我催眠自己, 因为我受不起伤害...

我活在过去, 因为现实生活中, 你已离我而去...

你送我的礼物, 我都不舍得丢

你给我的回忆, 我都藏在心里... 偶尔拿出来重温...

很无聊的, 你的照片存了又册, 册了又存回...

很自私的, 每天都要你在我脑海力跑一趟...

也很愚蠢的, 每天都在你看不到的角落关心你...

对你, 其实我还在意...

可是我很清楚, 我们的生命线再不会遇到交叉点了...

两条不碰面的平行线, 只能隔着远方看你

终究, 我们彼此的路人甲...

分手后不可以做朋友, 因为彼此伤害过

不可以做敌人, 因为彼此深爱过

所以我们成了最熟悉的陌生人...

想念你的我, 希望你是幸福的.....

2010-03-01T15:57:00.000-08:00

很有回忆的LRT.....

The Days Of CNY

2010-02-19T04:21:00.000-08:00

Well, before CNY i have dye my hair to golden brown...

It was quite busy to clear my room and help my grandmum to paint the house before CNY is coming...

Well, 14/2 on this year is quite special because CNY and Valentine's Day are in the same day...

Before going back to Penang, we have stop at taiping to visit my grandpa funeral... Actually thought of bringing her back with me on this CNY... Looking at my grandpa funeral, something was came out from my mind... I miss him...

Day 4 and day 5 was a tired and happy day for me. Meet alot of friends. Play together, eat together, fool together...

Ya, i am enjoy my CNY days, hehe... LOOKING FOR MORE ANGPAO...hahahahaha

2010-02-06T04:26:00.001-08:00

I am going to get this on this year!!!

Sony Ericsson AINO

White Myvi SE

Now

2010-02-03T09:04:00.000-08:00

Now, i am sitting in front of the computer. Really dont what can do.....

Just now watching the birthday video. it makes me drop out my tears again..... Sorry

When being alone it really kills me, my brain will come out alot of things... Somehow, it will makes me miss you so much at that time.... Sorry for i still being that.

You choose the right choice. We should be apart. I am not the guy you really need. I cannot give you what you need. I have hurt you alot when being with you. Sorry is not the way that i can forgive myself....

How have you been lately???

This few days

2010-02-01T21:34:00.000-08:00

Well, i am enjoying my holiday right now.

Last few days was so damn fun for me, because wai keong was coming back to KL on last Wednesday. Somemore 9 of us have been so long time never meet up. Wednesday night, we meet up at Wong Kok leisure mall, unlucky Noel cannot join us. After that went to Taman Midah Old Town. Thursday, we all clubbed at Maison's. This time Sam cannot join us. Aiks, always less 1. For me, it was quite bored at there. Dont know why... Well, that day got alot of chicks. Aiks, not interested anymore..........

Friday and Saturday went out yam cha until morning only back home. It was so damn tired.

Anywhere it was fun.

Ohya.... currently keep listening Owl City-Firelines. It is so damn nice. His sound is awesome.

Ok lah, dont know what to write anymore. End up here.

I am still missing you everyday everynight...how have you been???

Vanilla Twilight-Owl City

2010-01-24T00:04:00.000-08:00

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

感动天感动地

2010-01-21T19:39:00.000-08:00

Thing of the past...

2010-01-19T20:04:00.000-08:00

I often think of our first kiss.
And could never forget the last.
I remember how we were together.
But now it's a thing in the past.
I know we're still close friends.
And that will never change.
But us not being together,
Hurts me and makes me feel deranged.
Because I want to be able to love you.
And hold you while I can.
I want to be able to kiss you.
And I want to hold your hand.
I wanna be that person.
That will always make you smile.
And I want you to be that person,
Who wants to stay with me for more than awhile.
But I know its not going to happen.
And I know what I need to do,
The only problem is
That I could never stop loving you.

My Broken Heart

2010-01-19T03:16:00.000-08:00

A broken heart is what I feel
It leads to flowing tears
The sorrow from this loneliness
Gives way to deeper fears
I hurt inside from losing you
I'm often asking why?
How could this end so suddenly?
I feel like I could die
It wasn't very long ago
That you and I embraced
It feels like only yesterday
And now my soul's displaced
I'm trying to find a peaceful thought
Where you and I were strong
But in the absence of your love
My happiness has gone
For all the times we've laughed, we've hugged
And all the times we've kissed
For all the times we've made sweet love
Your touch is what I've missed
I truly hope there comes a day
When love will reunite
I'll wipe away these lonely tears
I cry throughout the night

ps: a very meaningful poem from internet

2010-01-18T10:38:00.001-08:00

Wishing you all the best

Take care always.....

Is time to go, let it be...

4 months...already almost 4 months... I already did what can i did. It is hard to forget a person that you are so love.

Seeing everything you gave me, seeing everything between me and you... watch, ear ring, keychain, dolls, card, the small garden near my house, Nuskin(blue diamond) makes alot promises but, photos.... I know is time to end and say goodbye...

20 days to go, maybe it is not important anymore.....

Wish you have a good journey in the future, and now i have to complete our dreams with my ownself. Maybe will appear another person in my life.

Thanks god to give me a chance to knowing you...

Ng Suk Hong, take care.....

已经尽力了...

2010-01-11T19:45:00.000-08:00

我已经尽力了...感觉有点累...我不想放弃,但又能怎样?

这一程情深缘浅，走到今天，已经不容易，真的很感谢，这一路上有妳。曾经说过爱妳的，今天，仍是爱妳，所以才把微笑留给妳，把泪水留给自己，把祝福留给妳，把痛苦留给自己...(这一句是从朋友那里看到的,很有意思...）

为什么错了,就立刻判死刑?为什么承诺了,就偏偏毁了呢？

如果不是一时的冲动,可能现在很多东西都会不同.....

错,只能错在我太爱你了.....而你,已经把我们的回忆忘了一干二净...

难道7个月的感情敌不过十几年的友情吗？我明白的.....

我知错了,后悔也来不及了...................

2009-12-31T05:03:00.000-08:00

3 hours remaining... 2010 is coming.

In this year(2009), my life was just like a dream. It was from sweet to bitter. I knew that looking back on the tears would make me laugh but I never knew that looking back on the laughs would bring tears.

Thank you... i will put you inside my heart...

Happy 2010!!! Wish me all the best...

2009-12-27T12:19:00.000-08:00

4.20am

还有几粒钟就要早上了,但还不想睡...

刚刚看了你在新加波的照片,心理面不禁又想起一些很无聊的东西...如果我们还在一起的话,里面的照片会不会有我呢？有这样的想法,很废是吗？有这样多如果咩？

最近晚上都出个不停,觉得自己好像在逃避一些东西...我不想困在家里,因为我脑海会一直出现你，你仿佛活在我身旁所有的角落...一直在找东西做，好像在麻闭自己...很笨!!!

12月27日...三个月

是时候睡觉了，要五点了...

祝你永远都快快乐乐...

2009-12-15T03:14:00.000-08:00

晚上7.15，外面下着很大的雨...

跟你分开接近三个月了，真的还没习惯没有你的日子... 有时看到很多情侣在甜蜜蜜，拖拖手...脑海中很情不自禁的想起你... 没有你的日子是苦恼的...有时真的很想你在我的身边

很想知道，分开后的我们，你有没有想起我呢？... 我看这已经不重要了吧...当初只能怪我不珍惜你

听朋友说12月是浪漫的一个月...圣诞节要到了，祝你和你的朋友有个愉快的旅程在新加坡...你一定会的...

Football

2009-12-13T06:33:00.000-08:00

Wow...today woke up 7am and follow YKS to have a football match...

It really challenging for me, because have been so long time never play big field since graduated from form 5...

I was playing at right back side... Why want me to play right back??? It is too bored to play at the back and i dont like to defence!!! Thought want to go up abit but give people scold=.= and this is my first time that has a referee

The match was ended up with 0-4...

Will be follow YKS again next time because it really fun

2009-11-29T12:28:00.000-08:00

4.30am... I miss you so much

你要离开，我知道很简单

你说依赖是我们的阻碍

就算放开，但能不能别没收我的爱

当做我最后才明白

2009-11-26T02:46:00.000-08:00

6.47pm...Suddenly miss her so much...

She was down last few days, maybe was recently keep raining and travel with bike, so makes her fever... She never get down before since i know her, but she was sick from last few days. For me, she is very strong, very tough person. She has her own opinion all the times, even ask her go see doctor also dont want... Finally, she went to clinic yesterday. The clinic was so damn fuck, was waiting around half and hour for taking medicine. Some more no other patient at all, why still want to wait half and hour?? Sucksss...

By the way, wish you recover soon...

2009-11-22T10:24:00.000-08:00

Going to get a ODM watch before Christmas and 3000gv points on this month!!!

You

2009-11-18T04:32:00.000-08:00

This few days is a coolly day...

Wondering if you are here with me, there must be a perfect thing for me

Wishing a hug from you, but i know it is difficult... Millions and millions of years would still not give me half enough time to describe that tiny instant of all eternity when you put your arms around me and i put my arms around you.

Your are very cute and adorable for me. When you are spectacles with nature look, you can art how foolish you are infront of me. When you are make up, you are too charming and sexy for me, resemble an angel appear infront of me...

Two Is Better Than One

2009-11-16T19:25:00.000-08:00

I remember what you wore on our first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something

'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one

There's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
And finally now, we're leaving

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember what you wore on our first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking

Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one

Two is better than one.

Morning

2009-11-10T19:08:00.000-08:00

Today woke up at 7am, wasai...so early and tired...

This morning was very cold... syok to sleep but i have to wake up because 8.30am got class...

Well, this few days was very busy about assignment... Why graphic design this course got so many assignment, huh???

In the other way, around a month and more, we had been apart around a month... Hope you are really happy what you are and what you got now...

Take care always~~~

The pain

2009-11-09T04:59:00.000-08:00

The pain in my soul, in my body, in my mind...

But most of all it hurts in my heart...

I love you so much... Love that will never be show, scars that will never be hidden, wounds that will never be heal...

Leave everything we started so long ago, leave the memories we made, leave the dream we wish... Everything here reminds me and you...

Im so so vary sorry, that i wasn't strong enough for you, that i wasn't everything you thought i would be... Sorry that i couldn't give everything that you wanted...

Now they are only heartbreak, heartbreak to see you walk away, heartbreak to let you slip away from my hands...

Missing Her

2009-11-08T20:37:00.000-08:00

This is mine...

I miss her sweet smile

I miss her cute face

I miss her soft touch

And her gentle embrace

I miss spending time that time

On the phone with no end

I miss the sweet voice(especially morning when woke up)

Im in deep misery

Cause i miss who am i

Whenever she is with me

But though she is somewhere else

And we will so far apart

I know just where she is

She is right here in my heart..........

In The Beginnig

2009-11-08T20:18:00.000-08:00

Just visit a blog from my friend... a very meaningful quotes

How do I start...
Where do I begin
It always seems hard...
Starting all over again
When I first met you...
You put a smile on my face
Wanting to be near you...
And feeling your embrace
The closeness of you...
Gives me a special feeling
Its something so true...
So very full of meaning
Like an angel sent from above...
You brighten up my day
And just like the feeling of love...
It'll never fade away
I treasure the relationship...
And the feelings we have for each other
Its something more than friendship...
Something worth to remember
I will always cherish...
The times we've spent together
It will never perish...
Now until forever

彩虹

2009-10-16T20:43:00.000-07:00

I non stop listen this...Ya, i fucking like
如果能让我重新再来一次，我希望（一切都没有发生过）

Last 2 days

2009-10-14T23:44:00.000-07:00

Last 2 days was quite busy...because started school already mer...haha

Aiks, this few days feeling now well, sore throat
Shit lah, media law lecturer recognize my name already on the 1st day, somemore got my hp number...
Today is Noel birthday, happy birthday dude...

4th day

2009-10-12T09:46:00.000-07:00

12.46am...

Just came back from outside, cyber cafe... Black out woh sunddenly...sienz loh...wasted almost 1 hour at there...

Today back to college again, but so many classes cancel, sienzzz loh...

Today ah siang birthday, happy birthday. We bought him a cake and a small present.

Aiks, got abit hungry tim... Cannot eat loh, want sleep already, if not be fatty, lolx...

OK lah, time to stop here...GOOD NIGHT everyone...

3rd day

2009-10-11T09:04:00.001-07:00

Now is 12.04am...

Sitting infront of computer...

Tomorrow is going back to college again. Start new sem and start new life...

Huh, had a nightmare loh yesterday night...

Dont know why this few days very sleepy, maybe im too tired already, haha
Ok lah, going to do other stuff...

Gambateh Marcus...

2nd day

2009-10-10T21:51:00.000-07:00

2nd day...Woke up at 8.45am and had a breakfast with my father and mother.
Nothing special on this day...Keep reading book which call (Secret) at the afternoon till fall asleep.
At night, went to dinner with koon seng and chow ming. Being with them was very funny and happy. We keep chating and eating. After that went to a movie which call Sourrougate at 12am. What the hell this movie very boring loh, almost want sleep at the cinema. Luckly i didnt do that, pay money already woh, must watched till finished. Then go to yam cha and went back home around 3am.
Hmm...october 10 already leh, still havent achieve my goal on this month. +u +u... I believe can do it...
Good night!!!

1st day

2009-10-09T03:52:00.000-07:00

1st day without her...hmm...ok le

After pick up all the things into a box, go to have a bath and eat breakfast.

Have a chat with my best friend Ming Foong, feel abit release. He always hear what am i saying and give some suggestion. He is a good listener. Everytime i meet some problem, i always will find him and share my feeling. After that, i called my father. I really want to cry at phone when he talk with me. He is my idol. I really want to learn from my father. I love you, ba...

Finally, can get the birthday video from Poh Leng at the afternoon. She keep it so long, huh...Luckily she didnt delete.

Now is 7.06pm...going to have a dinner. Huh, hungry leh...

Marcus Tang Chi Mun, BE TOUGH!!!

My Heart was broke

2009-10-07T02:55:00.000-07:00

Im fucking sad now. Everything wont be come back and i have to face the truth.

7months...We end on september of 27.

7months... Im very happy when being with you. In this 7months, a lot of things were happened between me and you. We know each other very well. We know our dream and i had write down too. I never show you what i have write down on my dream paper becasue i want to prove to you that i can do it. I will show you my dream paper to you after i had achieve all this things. But now...everything was not same anymore. My dream seem like will be gone. Everything is changing... Everytime when we argue, i will take out my dream paper and looking at it. I tell myself everything will be fine soon and i promise myself dont argue with you anymore but we cannot do it. We promise each other we must achieve no matter how hard, but now...Im very regret what i have did for you before and now you wont be come back to me again. I dint cherish our relationship. You have give so many chances but i...

We keep assuming each other and i keep asking you a lot a lot of question. You fell very annoying that i do that. I know you dont like but dont know why, i will keep repeat again. Sorry...

Loves is like a mathematics. One people plus another one people suppose be more happier and more fun. But one plus another one= are keep assuming each other, no confider on each other, not believe on each other, worry a lot of each other, keep suspect on each other and this relationship should not be continue anymore.

If last day i dint come to find you at midnight and send a stupid msg to you...

If last day you dint went out with your friends...

What are we now? And what we are doing now???

Tomorrow is October of 8. If everything doest happened, we might go through the 8month anniversary. Every month of 8 was a very special day for us. I hope you still remember this in the future. I hope you still remember our happy memory and i will do.

I LOVE YOU, Ng Suk Hong♥

Thanks

2009-10-03T04:33:00.000-07:00

Thanks what you had give me...

Thanks for the 7month that we go through 7months time of happiness and harshness
Appreciate what you have now, dont be regret when you lost it...( i learn it when i lost you)

Im so selfish when being with you.

I dont know care your feelings, i always hurt you...So sorry...

At last...i want to say I LOVE YOU

2009-06-24T05:01:00.000-07:00

Midnight

2009-05-25T11:18:00.000-07:00

2.22am ...Just come back from outside with my buddy. Friends are always can makes us open a big mouth to laugh.
Midnight is the painful time for me, because i cant sleep very well every night since we are not couple anymore.

Im viewing our photos, a lots a lots of things are keep flashing back.

I wonder, if the accident doesn't happened, what we are doing now.

I wonder, if my mind set dont have any problem, izzit we will separate.

Im so sorry what i had done for you before.

Im so sorry what i had treat you before.

Ya, we both acts diffently towards the same situation. Im always out of your expectation.

Separate might be a good situation for us. Gives us time.

Ng Suk Hong, so sorry.

ps: I am missing you. Hope you still remember our promises.

Facebook

2009-05-20T22:20:00.000-07:00

Facebook told me this

M - Makes dating fun
A - crazy
R - funny
C - selfish
U - is loved by everyone
S - makes people laugh

T - a smile to die for
A - crazy
N - is a very good kisser too!
G - very outgoing

C - selfish
H - stick to one
I - is really sweet & romantic

M - Makes dating fun
U - is loved by everyone
N - is a very good kisser too!

我的回忆不是我的

2009-05-12T21:46:00.001-07:00

I like this song so much.....

Hmm

2009-05-05T22:48:00.000-07:00

Today is my 1st day holiday after i had took all my exam paper, feel a bit release now
May god bless me can get a very good result in this sem...(very scare)
In the same time, wish you (NSH) recover soon. ♥

...

2009-05-02T11:46:00.001-07:00

I am not happy recently!!!
最近心情和日子都不开心...前几天你发生意外了，你的左脚，中间脚子骨折了，心里的却很不是滋味。
在这几天里，我看着你拿拐杖行走，看着你那辛苦的样子。就像昨天那样跟你的家人去吃晚餐，其实我很不赞成你要走下去，因为那样很辛苦。但你的家人都叫你去，我可不能多说些什么。在路上为什么你要那么的坚持的自己来，为什么你不让我来背你。你知道吗？当我看见你那虚弱和辛苦的样子，我的心里面有多么的难受和难过。。。为什么？为什么你不让我来背你？就算路有多么的难走，我都愿意背你。。。直到有一刻，你的右脚不能再跳了，你才愿意让我来背你。但为什么，当我背了你走了一小的路，你却又叫我停下来。。。为什么？是不是你对我背你的技术没有信心。。。在上楼梯的时候，我真的很想背着你上去。为什么你要让自己那么的辛苦？这样只会对你的脚没有好处。
你问我那时为什么不笑，那时的我真的笑不出来。。。当你停下来的时候，你的汗就像雨那样不停的流下来。你哭了，我很难过~但我不能露出那难过的样子，因为那只会让你更不开心。
我说过的，跟我在一起，我要让你的生活比以前更精彩更开下。但你不让我去帮你。我不想看到你那不开心和难过的样子。亲爱的，你可以让我帮你吗？
对我来讲，你简直就想一个铁人，你不会累。但今天你倒了。你不是机器人~就算是机器，机器运用的久了，也有坏的一天。人是需要休息的~
这几晚，每天睡觉前都在想着你的伤势。希望你的伤势尽快好转。我很想看到你以前那充满活力和不会累的你。。。祝你早日康复

Mascot

2009-04-17T20:58:00.000-07:00

Well, yesterday we had submitted our group assigment 2 and 3 at around 3 something like that. This is the last assigment in sem 3. As usual, our group members consist me, fei, siang and wei shin (she never do anything in this assigment=.=)...Fine!!!

Our mascot is similiar like Happy Tree Friends character... We have to swe this mascot by using some material such as cutton and fabric. Swe woh, our group all also boys, who knows to swe, so tough for us... (ps: wei shin go back her hometown and never ask for everything) So without any choices, i try to ask my grandmum see either she can help me or not. Huh, she say cant after she saw my mascot because this is so difficult. Hmm, how??? Have to submit this mascot on the next day. Then i try to ask Suk Hong for a help, she said she can help me. I am so happy about this. We rushed up this mascot from 1am until 5am. Huh, sorry that i spend the time you go to bed. You still need to work on the next morning.

This is the result Made from: Me and Suk Hong( nice leh)

♥Suk Hong, thank you so much that u help me did this. Actually you can go to sleep, but u willing to help me. Really thank you. I dont know what to say beside thank you... ♥

Exam coming on next week...hmm

60 Earth Hour

2009-03-29T06:55:00.000-07:00

Earth Hour
Is it that blogging about the Earth Hour has become a trend?
But still, I'm gonna blog about it since it is a trend.
It was yesterday, and I did turned off the lights for an hour to save the earth.
Did you guys do that? There are a lots of people doing that but not for all.
Love our earth and save our earth...

Currently~

2009-03-27T05:45:00.000-07:00

Currently i am busy with my assignment...first i had pass up my paper bag, i quite satisfied with my first time to do my paper bag although it is simple.
Next, still got a lot of assignment are coming.
In the other way, i also busy with my part time job( network marketing), who is interested can find me.
This week i had already spend rm 410 for my resit fees, paper bag, eat and others more.
While, our relationship are near two months. I love you more and more, i dont want to lost you. You are part of one of my life. Ng Suk Hong ♡
Now outside is raining, huh
This is what i was happened in my currently life.

Sri Petaling

2009-03-04T21:32:00.000-08:00

So, 2days ago,tuesday, 4 of us went out again.....(me, chow ming, ming foong and koon seng). First, we went to pasar malam, this was my first time to went this pasar malam which located at Sri Petaling. While, Suk Hong was over there also, she was helping her uncle and aunt at the pasar malam

4 of us bought a lot of foods to eat
After pasar malam, we went to a restaurant which is famous in ( chicken wo pao) ↓ chicken wo pao

they are busy eating

Foods~

Well, before we go to this restarant, 1 bird shit was drop down from the sky and hit at my friend Ming Foong shit.....wahaha. At the same time, Chow Ming dont plan to go back early and he sugguest us to go cyber cafe, but unlucky Koon Seng phone was rang and his brother call him back immediatly and pick him up to PGRM. So Chow Ming said after Koon Seng pick up his brother we meet again but got 1 fellow say want go back early(the people who kena shit).

Then we asked him why, he give a very lame answer, he said want go back early and chat with his girlfriend.....What The Fuck.....aiks

After fetched him back, me and chow ming sitting inside the car and take out our phone. We called 1 by 1 who we know to came out, but mostly failed. Just get 1 friend to come out at the finally. After Koon Seng pick his brother, we meet up again and we went to dai dei till 2am, and we went back home.

What a Tagged=.=

2009-02-25T21:18:00.000-08:00

What the hell, which fellow create this 100 qustion.....
Anywhere, i have been tagged by Suk Hong.....

01. What have you been doing recently?
- enjoys my holidaysssss

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
- nope

03. What had happened at 10.00 am today?
- sleeping

04. When did you last cry?
- last year, something that makes me so sad

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
- both

06. What do you want in your life right now?
- a ATM machine which got a lot a lot of money

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains,or just put up your hood?
- nope

08.What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
- my pillow

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
- a black short pants

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
- next time i dont want avoid ur eyes...i will look into it

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
- no

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
- no

13. What was the last movie you caught?
- Punisher: War Zone

14. What are you proud of?
- my little eyes

15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
- a chinese forwarded msg

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
- forgot

17. Do you have any nicknames?
- matkool, cuszai

18. What does you last received text message say?
- Suk Hong: today eat egg, huh...and no yam cha with friend

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
- 2am

20. Are you currently happy?
- yup!!!!!

21. Who gives you best advice?
- my friends

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
- depends

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
- Suk Hong ♥

24.Is anyone bugging you right now?
- nope

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
- Suk Hong, she always fool with me, X-D

26. Do you wear toe socks?
- no lah, of course

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
- Suk Hong again

28.Have you ever had your heartbroken?
- yea!!!!!

29. What annoys you most in a person?
- baby cries

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
- Now totally in ♥ with her

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
- no...we should love ourself, and say No to cocaine

32. What is the colour of your room?
- brightly blue

33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
- ya, if no need go for a jail, of course i will do that, haha

34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?
- sometimes

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
- erm...

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
- forgot

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
- yup!!!!!

38. Do you have a life?
- of course and im enjoying

39. Have you ever think someone died,when they really didn't die?????
- ya, a lot of movie always like to do that

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
- just put in for fun

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
- all MU player

42. Last time you smiled?
- a few minute ago

43. Have you changed this year?
- not really

44. What are you listening right now?
- X-Japan

45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
- nope

46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
-of course opened

47. Is there a quote you live by?
- a lot loh.....but i dont know how to translate in english

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
- yea, Bill Gates

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
- yup, guitar, piano, flute

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
- my streamyx, disconnect like hell

51. What are you doing last night at 11 pm?
- watching tv

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
- hehe, yup ♡

53. What song best describe your love life?
- no idea

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
- yup

55. Who always make you laugh?
-nsh and my friends

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
- Cantonese, Chinese, BM, Hakka

57. Favourite website(s)?
- marcuszzzlife.blogspot, friendster.com, chinese.cari.com.my, manutd.com, livecore.com

58. What's your middle name?
- Chi

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
- dont know yet

60. What do you think you are like?
- no comment

61. Who will you choose to die with?
- nobody, i would die alone.....

62. Where have you been today?
- my room

63. What game do you play often?
- fifa, winning eleven

64. Who are you missing right now?
- nsh♥

65. If you have to choose between friend and love,who will you choose?
- friendship

66. What are you doing right now?
- answerring question number 66

67. Which primary school are you from?
- S.J.K (C) Chong Fatt Phit Chee

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
- black, white, blue

69. What emotion you like to show?
- =.=

70. What is your life to you?
- a lot a lot of challenging

71. If you have something troubling you,what will you do?
- just face it and try to get rid

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
- Chow Ming

73. Who do you admire most?
- David Beckham

74. Which month are you born in?
- October

75. How are you feeling right now?
- hungry

76. What is the time now?
- 6.25pm

77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
- haha...she got a big big eyes and she got a good abilities

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
- light brown

79. Why are you doing this test?
- get tagged by someone

80. What do you do when you're moody?
- play football

81. At which age you wish to get married?
- 30, i hope im a successful person when the age come because married is not easy

82. Who is more important to you?
- my family

83. If today is the last day of your life,what will you do?
- say goodbye to my friends, stay with my family and her

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
- myself

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- yup

86. If you have a dream come true,what would it be?
- becoming a good designer

87. What is your goal for this year?
- pass all subject in diploma year 1

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
- not really

89. What feeling do you love most?
- surprise

90. Do you really think it's global warming now?
- weather changing day by day

91. What feeling do you hate the most?
- angry

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- of course

93. Do you believe in God?
- yup

94. Who cares for you most?
- my parents

95. What do you think is the most important thing in you life?
- erm.....no idea

96. What will you bring when you fight?
- a super hero (batman)

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
- i had harm my friend, if i got a chance...i will say sorry to you again

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
- miserable

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
- say goodbye to her

100. How do you feel now?
- whoah.....finally done all this question=.=

Manchester United jersey

2009-02-18T22:18:00.000-08:00

Well, AIG, MU currently jersey sponsorhip is going to bankrup and will end the contract with MU after this season. Which big company will be the next sponsorship on MU jersey? Maybe Malaysia company got this chance...

All of Man Utd fans, are you ready for this?

Or this

Vadafone->AIG->???( or really Air Asia, haha)

Valentine's Day-14/2/2009

2009-02-15T21:20:00.000-08:00

Valentine's Day...Well, this year was the first time i had my valentine's celebreation with my partner, she is Ng Suk Hong♥...she is my first girl friend in my life.....I ♥ You

We had our dinner at TGI Fridays in Pavilion. Huhu, guess how much the meal we had, it was Rm193 for 2 person...haha, quite expensive right??? But never mind, we were happy and enjoyed our dinner that day. The foods was delicious and simple~

I got her a Diamond Necklace....she keep asking how much=.=

She got me a handcraft photo holder, 2 pieces cutties of octopus choclate and a V-day card^^

Thank so much for your present

From: Squido♥

From: Marcus♥

Valentine's Day Love Meal

Marcus ♡ Squido

Love is like waiting for a bus

2009-01-29T11:36:00.000-08:00

When the bus come, you look at it and you said to yourself, "eeee... so full...cannot sit down one". So you said to yourself, "I'll wait for the next one." so you let the bus go and waited for the second bus.

Then the second bus came, you looked at it and you said, "eeee...this bus so old...surely very uncomfortable one." So you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus. After a while, another bus came. It's not crowded and not old but you said, "eee... no air-con one...and the weather is so warm, better wait for the next one." So again you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus.

Then the sky started to get dark as it is getting late. You panicked and jump on to the next on coming bus. It is not until much later that you found out that you had boarded on to the wrong bus! So you wasted your time and money waiting for what you want! Even if an aircon bus came, can you ensure that the aircon bus won't break down or will the aircon be too cold for you?So people...(mostly girls but guys too!) want to make sure that what you want is not wrong. But it wouldn't hurt to give other people a chance, right? If you found that the "bus" doesn't suit, you just press the red button and get off the bus! But wait...I am sure all of you have this experienced before. You saw a bus is coming (the bus you want of course) you flagged it and the driver acted blur by pretending not seeing you and zoomed pass you! The bottom line of being loved is like waiting for a bus and whether you want to get on the bus and give the bus a chance depends totally on you and walking alone is just like being out of love. If you love someone set him/her free. If he/she comes back to you, you know they're yours. If they don't then it was never meant to be.

Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time, it might be too late.

Seize the day and never have regrets.

And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today. Pass this along to your friends. It could make a difference. The difference between doing all that you can or having regrets which may stay with you forever. Friendship is never an accident. It is always the result of high intentions, sincere effort, intelligent direction and skillful execution. It represents the wise choice of many alternatives. And remember.... Keep Smiling....coz... "Of All Things You Wear, Your Smile Is As love returns to me, As I return to you, As love returns to us. I guess this is really wonderful and make a lot of sense.

I miss you like always i do.....

The stuff that i need

2009-01-07T21:10:00.000-08:00

If i kena Toto.....i want THESE

i wana to buy alots alots of clothes

i wana to buy a new handphone

i wana to buy laptop

i wana to buy psp

i wana to buy x-box 360

i want to buy ipod nano

i wana to buy a car

i wana to buy 24inch monitor screen

i wana to buy a super strong speaker

i'd like to go to many different restaurants to eat

Keep Hoping.....

Scorpion

2009-01-02T06:48:00.000-08:00

Scorpion- The Intense One

Very energetic

Intelligent

Can be jealous and be possesive

Hardworking

Good kisser

Can become obsessive or secretive

Holds grudges

Attractive

Determined

Loves being in love relationships

Talkative

Romantic

Can be self-centered at times

Passionate and Emotional

SCORPION RAWX!!!!!

X'Mas

2008-12-22T02:47:00.000-08:00

Omg.....almost forget i have a blog, long time ignore my blog already, because i dont know what to write

2008 X'Mas is coming.....still dont know where to go

you see.....Wai Keong resemble Santa Claus,i mean his size,haha

Happy Merry Christmas to everyone

彩虹-周杰伦

2008-11-29T23:02:00.000-08:00

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑
我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单（I know you want to leave is very simple）
你说依赖是我们的阻碍（You say that we rely on the obstruction）
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱（Even if it can open up other confiscated my love）
当作我最后才明白（Finally, as I understand it）

Question!!!

2008-11-07T23:25:00.000-08:00

1. what's your name spelt backwards?
sucram...apa ni=.=

2. What did you do last night?
a lot...
went out yam cha
chated with her at handphone^^happy.....

3. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
Adobe Illustrator CS3

4. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?
NO

5. Last time you swam in a pool?
cant recall

6. What are you wearing?
t-shirt

7. How many cars have you owned?
none

8. Type of music you dislike most?
indian song

9. Are you registered to vote?
nope

10. Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
no

11. What kind of computer do you use?
desktop

12. Ever made a prank phone call?
ya.....

13. You like anyone right now?
my family,my firends n HER...hehe

14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
y not.....very excited,i think...haha

16.Do you have a garden?
nope

17. Ever thrown up in public?
nope

18. Do you know all the words to the national anthem?
=.=

19. Shower, morning or night?
both

20. Do you believe in love at first sight?
depend

21. Can exes just be friends?
y not

22. What was the name of your first pet?
i hope to get one,hehe

23. Last incoming/outgoing call on your phone?
someone

24. What is one thing you are grateful for today?
nothing

25. What/who do you think about most?
I miss her so much.....

Happy Birthday...31/10/2008

2008-11-01T00:47:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday and Happy Hallowen day to me

Thank you for all the presents from all my friends...thanksss
Especially this

Thank you Squido(sotong)...i will appreciate it,thank you so much

2008-10-19T06:45:00.000-07:00

Im waiting for you
Dont matter how long...how long...how long...how long...how long
I miss you so much.....

Fall For You

2008-10-12T12:26:00.000-07:00

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This song is marvelous.....

Happy Birthday

2008-10-06T11:10:00.000-07:00

Well...yestrday were wai keong and allen birthday

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to wai keong and allen
Happy Birthday to you

***Happy Birthday Dudes***

Question Again!!!

2008-10-03T12:14:00.000-07:00

1. Would you marry for money?
if marry for money can be billionaire...i will...lol

2. Have you had braces?
nope

3. Could you live without a computer?
hoho...no computer no life.....

4. If you could live in a different decade which would it be?
no idea

5. Do you drink enough water?
i like to drink water very much

6. Do you wear shoes in the house or leave them off?
leave them off lah...of course

7. What are your favorite fruits?
a lots

8. What is your favorite place to visit?
japan and taiwan

9. Are you photogenic?
=.=

10. Do you dream in color or black and white?
color

11. Why do you take surveys?
because im freaking bored

12. Do you drink alcohol?
hoho....my mum call my father to teach me=.=(i know to drink lah)

13. What is the most beautiful language?
broken language such as FUCK YOU.....hahax.....

14. Do you like being kissed when you are asleep?
of course

15. WHAT do you like MOST: Sunrise or sunset?
sunrise

16. Do you want to live until you're 100 yrs old?
wah.....damn old...bone cannot work very well lah...if live till 100 years old

17. Is a flat stomach important to you?
kinda

18. What body part of the opposite sex is sexiest?
eyes

19. When watching scary movies are the lights on or off?
not work for me even it is on or off

20. Do you believe in magic?
kinda

21. Do you believe in ghosts?
gui lou???ham sap lou???

22. Do you like to watch cartoons?
yeah!!!!!powrpuff girl...lol

23. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?
this world dont have santa claus wan meh??? i tot got.....

24. Do you write poems?
hoho......this is only for my girlfriend(still single.....sienzzzzz)

25. Do you snore?
nope

26. You sleep more on your back, front,or sides?
anyhow as long as comfortable to sleep..

27. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?
poodle

28. Are you basically a happy person?
of course

29. Are you tired?
kinda

30. Did you drink anything with caffeine?
sometimes

31. Did you fell today?
nope

32. How many landline/cellphones do you have in your house?
din check.....lol

33. Do you get along with your parents?
ok lah

34. Do u smoke?
hoho.....i will try to stop

35. Do you have a kitty?
nope

36. Have you ever had a birthday party?
yup

37. What do you do when you're sad?
cry.....hahax.....just kiding(listen musics)

38. What do you need most now?
money$$$$$

39. What song are you listening
I'm Yours(hope u are mine)

40.what are you craving right now?
my 1st love.....hahax

2008-10-03T10:14:00.000-07:00

Smoke Is Not Good For Health
and someone call me dont smoke a lot
AND i will try to stop it...
zzzzzzzzzzzz......

2008-09-30T11:47:00.000-07:00

holiday actually is BORING.....
sleep around 4am n wake up around 1pm during holiday....
life no meaningful
afternoon at home watch dramma,eat,nap,online....
night gone out yam cha,dai gei,futsall...then at home online again...
wtf...damn boring.....
Come on...faster end up the holiday...

Genting

2008-09-21T20:39:00.000-07:00

yeah...came back from genting 20/9
it was fun n superb
our journey start from terminal putra n our members consits me,fei,keong,leong,vyn,fui,pooi jin,squido(sotong)...n the other 4 guys(i not reli know their name,so din list out)
take taxi around 12pm at terminal putra each person 15 ringgit...
we reached genting around 2pm,then checking,then put our bag n rest a while inside the room
well,soon kin fei brought a lots of fun for us...we cant stop laughing when he made a joke...terrible...hahax...
well,im felt very happy at genting,at least better than redang...
hahax...i lost my 1st time there...steal by squido(sotong)...huhu...the feeling is quite warm when she 1st time touch it,although it was only few second...^^
before we went home we took some picture there...we reached kl from genting around 5pm...
overall,2 days genting trip was fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun...hahax.....

2008-09-18T05:40:00.000-07:00

wow...
finished exam...finally
holiday
sad sad...beacuse cannot c Michelle in this holiday...hahax
happy holiday for all who is studying in tarc.....

2008-08-18T10:18:00.000-07:00

Fuck-up Exam COMING...

2008-08-05T04:44:00.000-07:00

Like
-I like football very much (even play, watch, talk,)
-I like to sleep every moment athough it is wasting time
-I like yam cha at night
-I like when my father give me money
-I like nobody at house(sometime)
-I like music very much but it is just for english and chinese only
-I like to view people profile without adding
-I like watching porn
-I like to imaging
-I like to shit in a toilet with air-con because it is comfortable
-I like cancel class
-I like freedom
-I like Batman
-I like Joker brain
-I like my friends
-I like my family
-I like myself

Hate
-I hate pour
-I hate T324,rapid kl
-I hate annoying
-I hate seeing map inside the game
-I hate dirty
-I hate internet line slow
-I hate wake up early
-I hate lonely
-I hate people ffk me
-I hate people looking me with a LAN CI eye
-I hate mosquito
-I hate pimples
-I hate fake J-Rock
-I hate my friends betray me
-I hate someone who are ignoring me when i am talking with him or her

THIS IS ME.....

2008-08-01T06:18:00.000-07:00

End of July.....nothing special on this month
BATMAN(The Dark Night) very nice
Harvey Dent: You either die a hero or you live long enough too see yourself to become the villain.
Joker: Why So Serious
Marcus: Michelle Saw Kit Ling, you are villain or what? Why so serious at class???
Cheh...

Well this few days spended a lot of money but i don't know spend in where???
Like electrik guitar very much but i don't know anything about it even play also...i want to learn...so far today with my friends booked a studio at Leisure Mall and tried to play at there...i am trying to learn but it is too hard for me...i want to learn from Mr Ah Fei...he can plays very well...

End of Story...

2008-07-10T06:50:00.000-07:00

Haizzz...i duno what happend for my class D4 now
izzt start from her or someone???
she told her fren dun talk too much with us,if not get out from her group...izzit it is real or her fren just make a story to lying us??? i duno...
n nowadays have to buy chewing gum because of them...y??? smelly lah...
i dowan like that...because we still have 2 years...
i dowan we wont talk at class in the 2 years...
why we cannot be friend??? why we cant talk probely??? why say us Lan ci??? why?
WE ARE NOT LAN CI...
haizzz...sigh...

2008-07-06T05:43:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night watched Hancock at pavilion with old friends...N times watch movie at there...
When we reached pavilion was around 10.55 d...but still got 3 fellow havet reached...wtf...movie start at 11.05 still havet reached yet...so we have to wait them...
While when we waiting them, we went to bought some drinks and pop corn for movie...a lot ppl was buying at there...but unclucky after they reach we still havet bought our food...=.=
So,when we entered the cinema the movie was started...sienzzz...duno what was happend in the begin...
Well, this movie not bad...but im not expect this movie, im waiting BATMAN (The Dark Of Night)...coming soon on July but i forget what the date=.=''
So, after finished Hancock we went to pandan indah Steven Corner yam cha, then back...
That all...

Another Stupid Question Again

2008-07-03T04:00:00.000-07:00

1) The phone rings, what is your ring tone?
Heartbeaker

2) Who is your last text from?
Chris

3) Who was the hottest person you talked
Dont have

4) Favorite alcoholic drink?
A lot...lol

5) Does the person you like know that you like them?
How i know

6) Last time you talked to your mum?
At phone..
mum:Eh,u bought ur lrt monthly card d anot?
me:havet...
mum:take money from ur gandmum 1st
me:ok

7) Where are you right now?
Room lah,of course

8) If you HAD to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
maybe...

9) Favorite gadget in the kitchen?
spoon

10) Favorite pie?
pineapple

11) How is your hair?
messy and dry

12) Any complaints?
assignment is sucksss...n so stress when facing oliver(lecturer)

13) Who's the 1st person on your missed calls list?
somebody

14) What did the last text message you received say?
secret

15) Story behind your Friendster song?
I put it just for fun...lol

16) Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
Nope...n please fuck off

Describe your:
17) Wallet?
Black

18) Eyes?
Black also

19) Life?
boring...busy but no meaningful...sucksss

20) Doing this weekend to come?
assignment,i think...and SLEEP...

21) Wearing?
a shirt n a short pants...of course underwear too...

22) Wanting?
money...lol

23) Listening to?
What You Got-Colbyo Donis ft Akon

24) What do you smell?
Air...smelly...lol

25) Do you sleep naked?
=.='...secret

26) Do you like seafood?
of course

27) Do you remember your dreams?
yes...this dream come everytime when i sleeping->im playing football with C.Ronaldo...lol

28) Do you consider yourself a study freak?
nope...

2008-06-27T06:39:00.000-07:00

yea...blogging again...
this few week damn busy n tired because of the assignment...
2 day juz slept oli 6 hour>.<...damn it...
feel want to give up on this subject,Graphic Design.....because really very stress...cannot draw well, always give teacher call to redo>.<...
so...next week have to pass up my 35 drawing and 3 more drawing for the next teacher(i duno what subject call this...actually...i know the teacher is call Oliver only=.=) and plus one more assignment is about IT..yea,wai keong n me are doing about PDA,quite easy...becuase this is not drawing.....and i love IT too...
well, i still duno my classmate now...never talk in class also...sienzzz....feel like there are looking down of us,wai keong n me...fuck...but never mind...we wont let you all looking down of us,we will do our best...hate 2 ppl in class, 1 is sky lover n 1 is donkey...
so,this for my today...

2008-06-23T03:55:00.000-07:00

FUCK...lose money again...
never won money since quater final...diu
portugal,crotian,netherland n italy...all i take was lose...fuck....
money that i won last time is getting low...

Stupid Question

2008-06-22T10:35:00.000-07:00

1) Where is the person you want most?
still finding

2) Where will you be 2 hours from now?
bed loh

3) Last kiss?
wat tat=.='

4) Does your ex miss you?
how i know

5) Does anyone love you?
family...maybe...lol

6) Can you make yourself sneeze
tak boleh

7) Has your ex moved on?
=.='

8) What are you doing tomorrow?
attending class just for 1 hour class...damn

9) Are you easily confused?
nope

10) Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?
yes...im a good husband...yeah...

11) Where were you at 9am this morning?
sleeping loh

12) Do you fall for people easily?
no...im very strong...lol

13) Everything happens for a reason?
of course

14) What does your last text message read?from whom?
160 d bank in to your akaun...bausch n lomb company...yeah,got money...

15)When is the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends?
always

16)What are you listening to right now and why?
Fuck In This Club...opsss not Fuck is LOVE-Usher ft Young Jezzy...no WHY

17) How has the week been?
busy

18) Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
i didnt have any secret in my life...lol

19) Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
duno...

20) Do you sleep with the TV on?
no loh...of course

21) Are you too forgiving?
dun think so...cuz many fren say my memory is quite good...lol

22) Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
not reli like take picture...lol

23) Who do you miss?
someone

24) What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
milo

25) What are you stressed out about?
my future

26) Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
empty

27) How many windows are open on your computer?
5

28) In the past week have you gotten sick?
nope...i wunt easily get sick...IM A HEALTHY GUY...lol

2008-06-20T04:01:00.000-07:00

Today when i was ready to went out from my house for going to college...suddenly i recevied a msg from wai keong (later not attending class. 12pm class cancel cz teacher say. Got notes help me take.)...yeah,he is not attending,of course im not attending also loh cuz juz oli got 1 class from 8-10am...so i decide i wunt be going...after that i go back my room and continue my sleep...i from 7am slept till 1am=.=,terrible...after lunch i online 2 hour then slept again,from 3pm till 6.30=.=...9 hour i have slept in a whole day...duno y felt very sleepy...but waste my time also...got a lot assignment i still slept so much...damn...

portugal defeated 2-3 by germany last night...shit...make me lose 50 ringgit...

okayyyy...now i continue my assignment again...sucksss...

Alone

2008-06-17T04:17:00.000-07:00

Today morning when i was taking lrt to college,duno y a lot of memory floating inside my brain...
when i was passing the burger king,of course is a restaraunt,at masjid jamek...i think back my fren,Darren...whenever got class at 10am morning,i will be waiting him at burger king...bcuz everytime i was early than him reach...so i will sitting at there n listening my lovely song from my phone while waiting him...but it wunt not be happen again nowadays...cuz he is study at Saito now...
avtime we went n backed from college together...take lrt,taxi n even bus...all oso together...but now i have to alone...actually i hate alone...bcuz going college from my house is quite long...felt boring when i was going to college with my own...but i have no choice...nobody can fetch me...haiz...
well...today after class...it is damn sucksss...bcuz i nit to wait a bus for 1 hour...mahai...RAPID KL T324 go to hell lah...wat servise was tat...wait 1 hour for a bus...waste my time...juz got 1 T324 oli meh???goverment no money to bought a new bus arh...juz know how to increase petrol money...sucksss lah...actually i can back at home within 15 minute from station cempaka but have to wait the stupid bus i nit to take 1 hour...

2008-06-10T04:46:00.000-07:00

Nowdays as usual i going to college...many assignment was given by lecture...especially drawing...
haizzz....actually i hate drawing cuz i duno how to draw a nice picture...but i still taking graphic design...hope my drawing skill will improve n get better n better...i felt very inferiority when i saw other student can draw very well,but i cant...haizzz...
somemore,our CGD gang reli seperate dy...gary,allen,darren n desmond all was leaving from tarc to join another college to continue thier study...n noel too, i think he will stop his study...cuz he cant get well result for his resit paper...haizzz...very sad they was leaving from tarc...i cant take lrt to college v darren again...haizzz...miss u MAN...actually he is a head in our gang...cuz every time make decision,all of us oso looking at u...but now he has to leave...haizzz...
9 fellow become 5...lost 4 dy...im not hoping anyone will leave anymore...although fren is easy to find but best fren is hard to find...
Well,talk about my class D4 what was happend since starting skul till now...till now i still duno who are them in class,except wai keong,cuz i was d know him in certificate...
today at class i feel very surprise that have a girl was talking v me...who is she???duno woh...haha...she lah...juz one person know that oli...

have to continue my drawing again...shit...

Sweet and Low

2008-06-02T03:40:00.000-07:00

Anywhere you go, anyone you meet
remember that your eyes, can be your enemies

I said, hell is so Close, and heaven's out of reach

but i ain't givin' up quite yet
i've got too much to lose

hold me down, sweet and low, little girl
hold me down, sweet and low, and i'll carry you home
hold me down, sweet and low, little girl
hold me down and i'll carry you home

the rain is gonna fall
the sun is gonna shine
the wind is gonna blow
the water's gonna rise
she said, when that day comes,

look into my eyes, no one's givin' up quite yet, we've go too much to lose

hold me down, sweet and low, little girl
hold me down, sweet and low, and i'll carry you home
hold me down, sweet and low, little girl
hold me down and i'll carry you
all the way,
and you say your fine
but your still young
and out of line
when all i need's to turn around
to make it last to make it count
i ain't gonna make the same mistakes that put my mama in her grave
i don't wanna be alone

hold me down, sweet and low, little girl
hold me down, sweet and low, and i'll carry you home
hold me down, sweet and low, little girl
hold me down and i'll carry you home

2008-05-28T10:39:00.000-07:00

ZzZzZzzzz....bored...bored...bored...finally i back college again...diploma now,but i have to seperate v my CGD fren because no one is same class v me...alone...
anywhere tomolo bar-celona again,cuz my fren birthday,he say he has invite 30++ fren come and celebrate v him,30???damn many.....anywhere must have fun v my fren at there...
sleep.....zzzzzzzz.....bye.....

Luzhniki Stadium-Moscow (UEFA Champion League final)

2008-05-21T22:55:00.000-07:00

WoW...i feel very very very excited now...WoW...WHY???

Man U...Man U...Man U...Manchested United were the new Uefa Champion League Champion of 2007/2008...WoW...

Here they are...Manchester United n Chelsea first eleven.....

Start...
27 minute-Goal...Guess who???Brown cuts in and crosses left footed to Ronaldo at the far post, who directs a wonderful header past Petr Cech from 10 yards to bag his 42ND GOAL OF THE SEASON!!!...WoW M.U score the 1st goal in the final match...
35 minute-Ronaldo crosses and Cech saves brillliantly from Tevez's diving header. Michael Carrick follows up with a sidefoot from the penalty spot, but Cech saves again!WTF...Peter Cech save 2 times in a same time!!!On Form Peter Cech...

45 minute-GOOOOOALLL!!!! Chelsea are level. Essien struck a hopeful ball forward, and it deflected off two players before falling perfectly into the stride of FRANK LAMPARD, WHO SLOTS HOME COMFORTABLY!!

87 minute-First change of the night. Paul Scholes is replaced by Ryan Giggs, who now breaks Bobby Charlton's all-time appearance record for United.GIGGS 759 appearance for United...

90 minute-Sienzzzzz....y???Extra time...Chelsea dominated the second half to the same degree United did the first. 1-1 is about right. Get ready for 30 minutes more!!!

Extra time is boring for me...ZzZzZzZzZzZzZ...

115 minute-It's all gone a little crazy here. Ballack and Tevez get booked and DIDIER DROGBA GETS A RED CARD!!!!! He slapped Vidic across the face. It was petty and stupid and he should know better...STUPID DROGBA...

120+4 minute-Extra time finished...Sienzzz...and thats it...penalties here we go...

Nervous...

PEN-TEVEZ SCORES....1-0 BALLACK SCORES...1-1

PEN-CARRICK SCORES...2-1 BELLETTI SCORES..2-2

PEN-RONALDO MISSES!!! Still 2-2 LAMPARD SCORES...3-2 CHELSEA!WTF for u C.Ronaldo Misss penalties...very disappointed about U...cant believe it...at that time i think chelsea were be the champion dy...BUT...

PEN-TERRY MISSES!!! 4-4....ANDERSON SCORES 5-4....KALOU...5-5!! Well B4...NANI SCORES....3-3...ASHLEY COLE SCORES 4-3 CHELSEA...HARGREAVES MAKES IT 4-4....

PEN- GIGGS SCORES...AND ANELKA MISSES!!!! UNITED ARE CHAMPIONS!!!

VAN DER SAR WAS THE HERO...WOW...

Finally...Manchester United.....Champion...WoW...damn happy...damn exited...damn...damn...damn...MU was the EPL Champion n UEFE Champion Legaue CHAMPION in 2007/2008...WoW

Manchester United 2007/2008 UEFA Champion

LRT...

2008-05-21T04:36:00.000-07:00

Today when i taking lrt from bukit jalil to cempaka...actually i was going back my home...when lrt stop at Station Maluri...wah...i saw 2 girl standing outside...of course they oso taking lrt too,haha...1 of them quite pretty...when they come inside the lrt...they stand in front of me=.='...wah...can curi-curi looking at her...i feel that she oso curi-curi looking at me=.='...haha...my 6 sence told me>.<...hahahaha...i keep curi-curi looking at her.....she is damn pretty,nice,sweet for me...although i duno her...haha...finally,i have found 2 things that i know from her 1:she is studying at smk cochrane...2:she left out from lrt when lrt stop at station pandan jaya...tat all>.<...she is damn damn damn pretty...she is the kind that i like,i means her look...Sunddely 1 stupid things that come out from my mind--->izzit she got bf=.='.....haha....izzit quite stupid???n i think so.....pray god give me a chance that i can know her...hahahahaha.....STUPID.....hahaha

after that...that had something unlucky happend for me at station Cempaka...when i put the lrt card inside to the meachine,the meachine dun let me go through...wat the hell is going on???then i go to the counter,n then a malay girl told me.....
m.girl: mana u pergi tadi?u beli ticket ket sini kan?
me: ya...pergi bukit jalil tadi...
m.girl: tadi awak tak ada keluar arh...
me: tak ada
m.girl:aiyo...tak boleh macam ni lah...kena denda 5 riggint...

wtf is this???cant use the same ticket in the same station within 2 times?wat stupid rules is this???stupid STAR LRT...sdd i miss mine monthy card T.T.....i din buy tis month cuz college holiday now...haizzzz.....ok fine....give u 5 ringgit loh...

never mind.....it is fine...dun care about it....after that,i keep thinking back her.....who???neh...she lah....that i saw at lrt wan la...hahaha.....huh.....duno next time at lrt still can meet u again anot.....hahahaha

Holiday

2008-05-21T00:17:00.000-07:00

Boring....college holiday is boring for me...nth can do...stay at home whole day...sitting in front the monitor but duno wat should i have to do about my lovely computer...Sienzzzzz...finally i have my own blogspot...1st i would like to talk about is last few week that i had done a stupid things about me...i was drunk in Bar-celona...wat happen for me...never happen b4 for me...izzit bcuz of u...i dun think so...i very enjoy n happy at the moment...but duno y i was drunk tat day...T.T ...when i reaching back home,my family saw it,they feel very angry about me...my father had scold me in the next day n BAN me for cant going at night anymore...wtf is this???Cant going out at night anymore????? No more FREEDOM...No Fun No Fun...how long u nit to lock me,daddy???1 month? or 2 month or even more???Arh...Sienzzz ar...cant going out sing k at night,cant going out yam cha at night,cant going out watch football at night,somemore cant going out c leng lui at night=.='...feel very regret i have done it,after i was realize...

2nd...college fren have to dismiss???haizzz...i oso duno...a lot of things that have happend since we know each other...going toilet,take meal,yam cha,shopping,sing k,clubbing,assignment,lepak,blow water...all oso together...still will happen in the next sem???DUNO...if we reli seperate dy...i hope we wunt forget each other...HOPE IT...that all about my 1st topic for my blog...=.='