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I non stop listen this...Ya, i fucking like
如果能让我重新再来一次，我希望（一切都没有发生过）

Last 2 days

Last 2 days was quite busy...because started school already mer...haha

Aiks, this few days feeling now well, sore throat
Shit lah, media law lecturer recognize my name already on the 1st day, somemore got my hp number...
Today is Noel birthday, happy birthday dude...

4th day

12.46am...

Just came back from outside, cyber cafe... Black out woh sunddenly...sienz loh...wasted almost 1 hour at there...

Today back to college again, but so many classes cancel, sienzzz loh...

Today ah siang birthday, happy birthday. We bought him a cake and a small present.

Aiks, got abit hungry tim... Cannot eat loh, want sleep already, if not be fatty, lolx...

OK lah, time to stop here...GOOD NIGHT everyone...

3rd day

Now is 12.04am...

Sitting infront of computer...

Tomorrow is going back to college again. Start new sem and start new life...

Huh, had a nightmare loh yesterday night...

Dont know why this few days very sleepy, maybe im too tired already, haha
Ok lah, going to do other stuff...

Gambateh Marcus...

2nd day

2nd day...Woke up at 8.45am and had a breakfast with my father and mother.
Nothing special on this day...Keep reading book which call (Secret) at the afternoon till fall asleep.
At night, went to dinner with koon seng and chow ming. Being with them was very funny and happy. We keep chating and eating. After that went to a movie which call Sourrougate at 12am. What the hell this movie very boring loh, almost want sleep at the cinema. Luckly i didnt do that, pay money already woh, must watched till finished. Then go to yam cha and went back home around 3am.
Hmm...october 10 already leh, still havent achieve my goal on this month. +u +u... I believe can do it...
Good night!!!

1st day

1st day without her...hmm...ok le

After pick up all the things into a box, go to have a bath and eat breakfast.

Have a chat with my best friend Ming Foong, feel abit release. He always hear what am i saying and give some suggestion. He is a good listener. Everytime i meet some problem, i always will find him and share my feeling. After that, i called my father. I really want to cry at phone when he talk with me. He is my idol. I really want to learn from my father. I love you, ba...

Finally, can get the birthday video from Poh Leng at the afternoon. She keep it so long, huh...Luckily she didnt delete.

Now is 7.06pm...going to have a dinner. Huh, hungry leh...

Marcus Tang Chi Mun, BE TOUGH!!!

My Heart was broke

Im fucking sad now. Everything wont be come back and i have to face the truth.

7months...We end on september of 27.

7months... Im very happy when being with you. In this 7months, a lot of things were happened between me and you. We know each other very well. We know our dream and i had write down too. I never show you what i have write down on my dream paper becasue i want to prove to you that i can do it. I will show you my dream paper to you after i had achieve all this things. But now...everything was not same anymore. My dream seem like will be gone. Everything is changing... Everytime when we argue, i will take out my dream paper and looking at it. I tell myself everything will be fine soon and i promise myself dont argue with you anymore but we cannot do it. We promise each other we must achieve no matter how hard, but now...Im very regret what i have did for you before and now you wont be come back to me again. I dint cherish our relationship. You have give so many chances but i...

We keep assuming each other and i keep asking you a lot a lot of question. You fell very annoying that i do that. I know you dont like but dont know why, i will keep repeat again. Sorry...

Loves is like a mathematics. One people plus another one people suppose be more happier and more fun. But one plus another one= are keep assuming each other, no confider on each other, not believe on each other, worry a lot of each other, keep suspect on each other and this relationship should not be continue anymore.

If last day i dint come to find you at midnight and send a stupid msg to you...

If last day you dint went out with your friends...

What are we now? And what we are doing now???

Tomorrow is October of 8. If everything doest happened, we might go through the 8month anniversary. Every month of 8 was a very special day for us. I hope you still remember this in the future. I hope you still remember our happy memory and i will do.

I LOVE YOU, Ng Suk Hong♥

Thanks

Thanks what you had give me...

Thanks for the 7month that we go through 7months time of happiness and harshness
Appreciate what you have now, dont be regret when you lost it...( i learn it when i lost you)

Im so selfish when being with you.

I dont know care your feelings, i always hurt you...So sorry...

At last...i want to say I LOVE YOU