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分手了

虽然分手也已经半年多了...

分手了！我不能在做错事的时候,给你骂了。不能在你走不动的时候背你。不能陪你一起在雨中奔跑了。不能在夜晚起来偷偷的看着你熟睡的脸并亲吻你的嘴角了。也不能在早上给你morning call了。

分手了！再也没有人陪我吃臭豆腐了。没有人在吃东西的时候喂我了。没有人在我架车的时候叫我走快点了。没有人无端端的敲敲我的肩膀了。没有人陪我一起张开大口笑了。肚子饿的时候又不想出去吃时，不能在一起煮快熟面了。吃饭时不能在为夹菜了。以前的日子都不会再发生了！

分手了！再也不能一起坐车去各自的家了，再也不能陪你买东西，再也不能手牵手的逛街了，过去了的都过去了！

没有了我，你会找到一个对你很好很好的人，他会给你幸福的，来弥补我从前对你的不好，你太天真了，太善良了，容易相信一个人，以后要成熟点，这个世界坏人多，坏男人更多，对感情慎重点，做事耐心点，你是个很聪明的女孩子我相信你以后肯定不一般！

我没有了你，我不知道我自己会是怎么样？但是我答应过你，我会好好的过的，我会让你看到我幸福快乐的，不会继续颓废的。不会随便丢垃圾，不会随便吐痰。做事要积极一点。不会就要问。

我们就这样的分手了，不应该让对方再有半点难过，我们的感情这辈子就这样的走散了，希望我们下辈子能重新来过，我会好好的，不再对你发脾气，让你从开始到最后都会觉得我是你最想托付终身的男人，不管是我曾经对你的坏，或者对你的好，不管曾经我们一起的幸福，还是痛苦，我都会记得的，因为必定那是一段记忆，属于我自己的美好的记忆！

我们分手了，就不要再想起对方了，因为想又做不到是个很痛苦的事，我们大家不应该再痛苦了，我们要快乐，要幸福！

念念不忘
是因为决定在放手的时候
心中还存有爱

就算时间的流逝
回忆已经成为过去
心中的爱 却定格在那天
没有挥去

言语骗得了人
却骗不了自己的心


所以我还会想起你...

2010年4月18号，10.45pm

Is going to 4am. Just got back home from outside.

This was fucking lonely when you were driving alone in the midnight...

Hmm...This few days i am addicted in lami=.=...This is not good at all...But this is the way i spend my time at night...hahax...

Well, i am looking for a job now. Have to work hard after enter this society. This is not easy i know. Hmm...

Okay, dont know what to write already. Movie first.

Good night n bye bye!!!

Sad...all photo gone...

Why???

爱情就像舞会, 教会你最初步的... 未必能陪你走到散场...

爱情就像音乐, 遇到好好听的... 就会陶醉其中... 单曲重播, 一秒都不想停下来

而如今只能随机播放, 等待下一首能让我心动的旋律...

等待... 记得我曾对她说, 等你是件幸福的事...

可是有时候, 无结局的等待让人心碎...

这世界上最累的是, 莫过于眼睁睁看着自己的心碎了...还得自己动手把它粘回原型...

我不等了, 因为我学会了放手... 放手...

你很伤心的对我说, 我不爱你了...

可是你不知道, 让你飞翔是我爱你的方式...

我的眼泪落在你看不到的角落...

于是... 我们的距离... 就像一起看日落的影子拉长了...

曾经尝试逃出你设下的阴影

走了很久, 才发现... 原来我还走不出这黑暗的迷宫

偶尔触碰到伤口, 偶尔也会小声哭泣...

我选择逃避, 用尽美丽的童话来掩盖丑恶的谎言

我催眠自己, 因为我受不起伤害...

我活在过去, 因为现实生活中, 你已离我而去...

你送我的礼物, 我都不舍得丢

你给我的回忆, 我都藏在心里... 偶尔拿出来重温...

很无聊的, 你的照片存了又册, 册了又存回...

很自私的, 每天都要你在我脑海力跑一趟...

也很愚蠢的, 每天都在你看不到的角落关心你...

对你, 其实我还在意...

可是我很清楚, 我们的生命线再不会遇到交叉点了...

两条不碰面的平行线, 只能隔着远方看你

终究, 我们彼此的路人甲...

分手后不可以做朋友, 因为彼此伤害过

不可以做敌人, 因为彼此深爱过

所以我们成了最熟悉的陌生人...

想念你的我, 希望你是幸福的.....

很有回忆的LRT.....

The Days Of CNY

Well, before CNY i have dye my hair to golden brown...

It was quite busy to clear my room and help my grandmum to paint the house before CNY is coming...

Well, 14/2 on this year is quite special because CNY and Valentine's Day are in the same day...

Before going back to Penang, we have stop at taiping to visit my grandpa funeral... Actually thought of bringing her back with me on this CNY... Looking at my grandpa funeral, something was came out from my mind... I miss him...

Day 4 and day 5 was a tired and happy day for me. Meet alot of friends. Play together, eat together, fool together...

Ya, i am enjoy my CNY days, hehe... LOOKING FOR MORE ANGPAO...hahahahaha

I am going to get this on this year!!!

Sony Ericsson AINO

White Myvi SE

Now

Now, i am sitting in front of the computer. Really dont what can do.....

Just now watching the birthday video. it makes me drop out my tears again..... Sorry

When being alone it really kills me, my brain will come out alot of things... Somehow, it will makes me miss you so much at that time.... Sorry for i still being that.

You choose the right choice. We should be apart. I am not the guy you really need. I cannot give you what you need. I have hurt you alot when being with you. Sorry is not the way that i can forgive myself....

How have you been lately???

This few days

Well, i am enjoying my holiday right now.

Last few days was so damn fun for me, because wai keong was coming back to KL on last Wednesday. Somemore 9 of us have been so long time never meet up. Wednesday night, we meet up at Wong Kok leisure mall, unlucky Noel cannot join us. After that went to Taman Midah Old Town. Thursday, we all clubbed at Maison's. This time Sam cannot join us. Aiks, always less 1. For me, it was quite bored at there. Dont know why... Well, that day got alot of chicks. Aiks, not interested anymore..........

Friday and Saturday went out yam cha until morning only back home. It was so damn tired.

Anywhere it was fun.

Ohya.... currently keep listening Owl City-Firelines. It is so damn nice. His sound is awesome.

Ok lah, dont know what to write anymore. End up here.

I am still missing you everyday everynight...how have you been???

Vanilla Twilight-Owl City

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

感动天感动地

Thing of the past...

I often think of our first kiss.
And could never forget the last.
I remember how we were together.
But now it's a thing in the past.
I know we're still close friends.
And that will never change.
But us not being together,
Hurts me and makes me feel deranged.
Because I want to be able to love you.
And hold you while I can.
I want to be able to kiss you.
And I want to hold your hand.
I wanna be that person.
That will always make you smile.
And I want you to be that person,
Who wants to stay with me for more than awhile.
But I know its not going to happen.
And I know what I need to do,
The only problem is
That I could never stop loving you.

My Broken Heart

A broken heart is what I feel
It leads to flowing tears
The sorrow from this loneliness
Gives way to deeper fears
I hurt inside from losing you
I'm often asking why?
How could this end so suddenly?
I feel like I could die
It wasn't very long ago
That you and I embraced
It feels like only yesterday
And now my soul's displaced
I'm trying to find a peaceful thought
Where you and I were strong
But in the absence of your love
My happiness has gone
For all the times we've laughed, we've hugged
And all the times we've kissed
For all the times we've made sweet love
Your touch is what I've missed
I truly hope there comes a day
When love will reunite
I'll wipe away these lonely tears
I cry throughout the night

ps: a very meaningful poem from internet

Wishing you all the best

Take care always.....

Is time to go, let it be...

4 months...already almost 4 months... I already did what can i did. It is hard to forget a person that you are so love.

Seeing everything you gave me, seeing everything between me and you... watch, ear ring, keychain, dolls, card, the small garden near my house, Nuskin(blue diamond) makes alot promises but, photos.... I know is time to end and say goodbye...

20 days to go, maybe it is not important anymore.....

Wish you have a good journey in the future, and now i have to complete our dreams with my ownself. Maybe will appear another person in my life.

Thanks god to give me a chance to knowing you...

Ng Suk Hong, take care.....

已经尽力了...

我已经尽力了...感觉有点累...我不想放弃,但又能怎样?

这一程情深缘浅，走到今天，已经不容易，真的很感谢，这一路上有妳。 曾经说过爱妳的，今天，仍是爱妳，所以才把微笑留给妳，把泪水留给自己，把祝福留给妳，把痛苦留给自己...(这一句是从朋友那里看到的,很有意思...）

为什么错了,就立刻判死刑?为什么承诺了,就偏偏毁了呢？

如果不是一时的冲动,可能现在很多东西都会不同.....

错,只能错在我太爱你了.....而你,已经把我们的回忆忘了一干二净...

难道7个月的感情敌不过十几年的友情吗？ 我明白的.....

我知错了,后悔也来不及了...................