Sunday, January 24, 2010

Vanilla Twilight-Owl City

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Thing of the past...

I often think of our first kiss.
And could never forget the last.
I remember how we were together.
But now it's a thing in the past.
I know we're still close friends.
And that will never change.
But us not being together,
Hurts me and makes me feel deranged.
Because I want to be able to love you.
And hold you while I can.
I want to be able to kiss you.
And I want to hold your hand.
I wanna be that person.
That will always make you smile.
And I want you to be that person,
Who wants to stay with me for more than awhile.
But I know its not going to happen.
And I know what I need to do,
The only problem is
That I could never stop loving you.

My Broken Heart

A broken heart is what I feel
It leads to flowing tears
The sorrow from this loneliness
Gives way to deeper fears
I hurt inside from losing you
I'm often asking why?
How could this end so suddenly?
I feel like I could die
It wasn't very long ago
That you and I embraced
It feels like only yesterday
And now my soul's displaced
I'm trying to find a peaceful thought
Where you and I were strong
But in the absence of your love
My happiness has gone
For all the times we've laughed, we've hugged
And all the times we've kissed
For all the times we've made sweet love
Your touch is what I've missed
I truly hope there comes a day
When love will reunite
I'll wipe away these lonely tears
I cry throughout the night

ps: a very meaningful poem from internet

Monday, January 18, 2010

Wishing you all the best
Take care always.....
Is time to go, let it be...
4 months...already almost 4 months... I already did what can i did. It is hard to forget a person that you are so love.
Seeing everything you gave me, seeing everything between me and you... watch, ear ring, keychain, dolls, card, the small garden near my house, Nuskin(blue diamond) makes alot promises but, photos.... I know is time to end and say goodbye...
20 days to go, maybe it is not important anymore.....
Wish you have a good journey in the future, and now i have to complete our dreams with my ownself. Maybe will appear another person in my life.
Thanks god to give me a chance to knowing you...
Ng Suk Hong, take care.....

Monday, January 11, 2010

已经尽力了...

我已经尽力了...感觉有点累...我不想放弃,但又能怎样?

这一程情深缘浅,走到今天,已经不容易,真的很感谢,这一路上有妳。 曾经说过爱妳的,今天,仍是爱妳,所以才把微笑留给妳,把泪水留给自己,把祝福留给妳,把痛苦留给自己...(这一句是从朋友那里看到的,很有意思...)

为什么错了,就立刻判死刑?为什么承诺了,就偏偏毁了呢?
如果不是一时的冲动,可能现在很多东西都会不同.....
错,只能错在我太爱你了.....而你,已经把我们的回忆忘了一干二净...
难道7个月的感情敌不过十几年的友情吗? 我明白的.....
我知错了,后悔也来不及了...................