Thing of the past...

I often think of our first kiss.
And could never forget the last.
I remember how we were together.
But now it's a thing in the past.
I know we're still close friends.
And that will never change.
But us not being together,
Hurts me and makes me feel deranged.
Because I want to be able to love you.
And hold you while I can.
I want to be able to kiss you.
And I want to hold your hand.
I wanna be that person.
That will always make you smile.
And I want you to be that person,
Who wants to stay with me for more than awhile.
But I know its not going to happen.
And I know what I need to do,
The only problem is
That I could never stop loving you.